A friend of mines forwarded this writings to me from some that she knows.........(This is MY EXACT FEELING somewhere deep inside)
Everyone loves someone BUT... In these times there is no such thing as unconditional love. Soul washing. Taking your spirit to the cleaners. I can't open my mind, I'm stuck on the.. I'm sorry i can t be perfect How do I tell you that i have priorities that are more important than you, not in my heart... But yes in my heart. How do I try and get you to understand that I love you BUT you can't be my everything? How can I expect you to except the fact that this is a conditional love with exception, that may cause you to develope low self esteem later on down the line. Is it selfish of me to want you to feel this unconditional love that can not be reciprocated to you? Or is it selfish of you to realize you deserve better and leave because you can't the pressure of love with aches? Should I be mad? Should you be mad? Must this be the base of every argument? Can we both just get along and live life without thinking so much?... Or do we both do just that, move on with our lives without looking back? ...So many unanswered questions......By Joey B
January 21, 2009
As i awoke yesterday and went to work all i can think of is YES WE CAN and YES WE DID.......We finally have a person in office as our Presidnet of the United States that is goin to hopefully and Possible Change the world. We Fianlly have someone who is going to speak for us as one and bring this country that we call the "Land of the Free" to unity. We fianlly have someone who is not goin to ingnore out cries of equalty and peace for all. Not only do we have an educated leader with an emaculant educational background, But he is Also African American....i never though the day will come but it did......
Monique by MoBetta ThanBlues at 8:40 AM
So over this past weekend, My 17 year old sister came in the house Sunday morn at 5am (yea i no) from a party in Bed Stuy "The Elks Club". My sis came in the house frantic saying that they "shot her in her neck OMG it was blood everywhere". I asked My sis what happen and tried to Calm her down and she stated that she went to the Elks wit her friend and some bloods and crips were arguing(teenage Gangs) and a girl got shot in her neck. My sis stated that the girl was bleedin all over and she was looking at my sis for help but she couldnt help her. So we all went to sleep and as we woke up and turn on the news there it was. 17-year-old honors student Nyasia Pryear-Yard shot while dancing at Brooklyn club. My sis was so frantoc and nervous bc all she kep saying was "she was looking at me askin me for help and i couldnt help her". I tunred to my sis and told her that there was nothing that she could have done to save her as she was shot in her neck and she was bleeding from her mouth. The girl was pronunced dead at 4am. CAn u imagin the pain and agony that her parents are feeling right now as she was the only child. SMH....all i kep thinking this past weekend was "Nyasia Pryear counld have been Shana Llewellyn.....My sis".......
Monique by MoBetta ThanBlues at 8:24 AM