What do u call Her?

What do u call a female who feels like she is trapped in a life that's not hers....a female who from the first moment she kissed another female she loved it but still felt awkward in the moment...a female who have always had a physical and mental attraction to other females... A female who dated men all her life but somewhere in a small portion of her conscience thoughts she thought of being with a female....a female who have been wit a woman for the first time and the experince so beautiful on every level, yet in still this female went back to the comfort of a male bc it was socially not accepted to be with someone of the same sex....a female who has a child with a male but the phycial emotional and mental attraction n attention is not there....a feamle who had enuff of supressing these inner females n is ready n prepared to deal with whatever society has to offer in regards to her sexuality...a female whi is reader to finall be happy as this is where she feel like she belongs...I ask u my readers what do u call This female??????